i chose blue todae~ partly cos its a moody day~

now its fri morn.. last nite i found out some things which he did.. last weekend.. i didnt know if wat he did was the worst of my imagination? or was it tt he juz went down cos the drinks were cheap there… i doubt tt was the ultimate reason.  but pple always does things least expected of them. when u least expect them to go astray~ to still remain so insensible~

it may juz be wild imagination on my part.  i dun deny tt.  but all human are bestowed with the wildest imagination after watching countless of taiwanese soap operas.  u cant blame mi for nature and of cos the list of history that happened in the past.

i dunno.. if frens realli dragged u there. to mi. if i know my family members will be unhappy with ANY particular place or activity, i will try to avoid with reasons.  cos i dun wanna hurt my LOVED ones. 

drinks are aplenty and cheap everywhere~ not onli there. moreover time and again u tried to hide or lie abt facts. time and again i reminded u. i’m not dumb and u know that. i juz hate liars~ or keeping truths from mi.

u trying to give mi endurance test ~eh~ well. i’ve got a limit. and u’re juz stepping at the boundary, ignoring my feelings… its isnt realli funny when the person is sad at the other end.

i tink i’m getting numb to ur stunts. cos i juz cant be bothered with all these. i still got exams to prepare and take. i cant let u remain as the stumbling block of my life development.  so~ i’ve already looked at the positive side of life. i can always take another alternative road without a stumbling block~

after all these negative feelings… tok abt positive.

i managed to more or less complete two of my subjects.. mainly futures and international econs.  which is good. cos i’m more or less in schedule… completely relived at completing them. will update more if time and energy permits.

Another day has passed.. from tml onwards i have to work doubly hard in order to complete my revision… and strive for tt stupid PA…

anyway.. i slept at the usual time 6+ in the morning den got woken up by my mum at 10…~!~ cos we’re to go makan dim sum wif my cousins.. its pretty near my favourite punggol nasi lemak… back abt the dim sum… ooh ~!~ its so yummy… anyway after brunch.. we set off.. to finish some family stuff.. across the sea.

came home abt 5+ and was dead tired.. i havnt touched my books… i dun tink i’m gng to…

i’m gng back to toking on msn… shld be dats all for the day~

see mi blogging everyday~?~

cos i’m bored… today’s sat.. supposed to mit tt pig.. but it was raining.. and he was lazy…

argh~ can’t he juz be a little more caring like other guys. like turn up at my doorstep with dinner for mi.. he juz cant give surprises… pleasant ones … he onli gives unpleasant surprises.. which is enuff…~

or~ he can accompany mi.. while i am trying to get disentangled with my books… ar~!~ he dun even wanna spend time wif mi..

its always.. his frens~ his billards~ his coffee sessions…~ argh~ and i’m last of all in his priorities.~ its not i dun like him to do these… its betta den him trying to do other funny stunts…but.. cant he be a bit nicer to me? instead of taking mi for granted..

aniwae~ my revision for exams isnt progressing~ i tink i’m very very lost in International Monetary Econs and Futures and options… y does it seems harder for mi to study as compared to poly? izzit realli harder? or i have too much in my mind tt makes mi harder to focus in my studies?

aniwae..~ kinda last sem~ so i’ll have to strive for tt PA on my results… 

ok~ finish my break time… gotta hit those books..

i slept at 6+ on fri morn. tot i could have a late afternoon slp, but … ~darn~ my neighbourhood had this rewiring stuff to be done in the day. All  electricity has been cut off.. it was so hot and humid and of all… noisy… i juz couldn’t get back to sleep with the drilling sounds.  out of no choice, i got out of bed.. juz to realize… i couldnt play my music, couldnt on comp, couldnt use water kettle to boil my coffee… ~argh~ no choice… i juz sat in the living room to read newspaper and slack… ~darn~ the sunlight shone into my living room… ~omg~ i couldnt on my fan… i felt like i was living in some kind of backward places… with no electricity…

well… now i realli know the impt of electricity… ~haha~ sounds lame rite? i will tink so too… in the past.. ~hai~ muz experience den will learn…

aniwae, thank goodness the guys managed to finish with the wiring stuff by 2pm… so i could log on net, and get down to my usual routine of coffee and surfing net… ~lol~

Finishing my routine of surfing net, replying mails.. den i tried to multi task… u’ll nvr believe how many things i was doing at the same time.. i was searching for songs, jobs; chatting to 4-5 pple on msn; looking at my frens’ blog and doing notes for my exams… ~haha~ den my mum came in and stared at mi.. cos i was sitting facing my study desk and did a 90 degree turn with my face plastered at the lcd.. she asked if i was trying to do some kind of stunt.. cant even sit properly… ~lolz~

Tonight’s a lonely night, seems tt no one to tok to… and tt jianrong gotta let his bro use comp… so no one is accompanying mi study late into the nite…

maybe i’ll close shop early and get some sleep.. :ZZZzz

Its another boring day, with nothing much to do…
haha…
actually supposed to be preparing for my exams…..
but i juz cant get down to it…
busy searching for jobs, surfing friendster, looking for my sec sch frens… hai~
lost touch wif so many of them….
cant dey have certs with no EXAMS????
i hate ~EXAMS~.
but i’m looking forward to after exams… lolz.
den i will have time to organise my poly lecture grp gathering…
haha… can invite BF 305/306 hmm… and 304???
tink we din have a chalet for like ….. 3yrs?? since we grad???
how abt it ar? guys~?~ do u all want another chalet??? and of cos wif our bbq and …. MAHJONG….
i miss class chalets… arghh…. my sim lec grp.. is so boring….. hai~

btw~ to all my frens… know its kinda slow to update u all…

my msn email is klitz82@hotmail.com

and also i’ve changed my hp no.

i’ve retained my old no ~number port~ it… so still can msg/ call mi at the old no…

pls call or msg mi… to get my new no…

cos i dun wanna put my no here… ~lolz~

~thanz~

todae’s a boring dae~ so i played with this blogging thing~

so slow in uploading~!~

aniwae.. did the mystery shopper thing todae… and it was raining so heavily… i had no choice though~ ~arghhhh~

study break now so boring~ and sianz~ its papers and papers ~SIAN!~

looking forward to tml.. den i can go walk walk and see show….

and oh yah~ can see ~him~ ~~lolz~~

oh yah… n shop for new shoes for my interview on tues.. ~yeah man!~