haha~ todae’s a very special and happy day…
cos i’m going to start work today. so happy. hopefully everything can go on smoothly. another thing i’m so happy about is that today’s my dear dear’s 21st bdae.although he cant spend it with mi but with his campmates.. *sob*… but its alright…. cos he was so sweet to mi at the chalet, though he was kinda ~high~ ar~
to a gal i know: i never heard about the 5year story, but i dun mind knowing it. What i feel is that all has been the past, and i hope to put it down between us. though i dunno wat u feel. i hope that it’ll make life easier for all three people. Maybe it might onli be a misunderstanding, but ar~ lets not talk about it. cos raking the past, hurts people. mayb he din tell u, but i asked him who he hurt most in his life, and the name was urs. tt’s y i want to let him know there are lots out here that he hurt. but other then that i had no intention of raking the past. if he had said another person, then tt person’s name would be here. anyway i doubt he’ll get to see tt, and i din know u see tt too. so my mentality tt time was juz penning my thoughts.
haha~i’m so happy. cos i’ve found a job. I’ll be starting work on mon in one of the companies at Genting Lane. near my home.. haha. tt’s the good news that i wanna share wif u guys.
btw, i wun b blogging over the weekend as i’m going to a chalet. Too all my frens lukin for jobs: haha… take care and good luck…
往往你最爱的人不爱你，你最喜欢过一辈子的人没选你。
人生有百般的无奈，让你无从选择。
自古以来，
人世间情为何物，只让人死相随。
到了现代的社会，一点都没变。
人还是为了一个情字，让自己困扰了一辈子。
为设么呢？
因为，他们放不下以前的伤害。 让着他们扛着包袱，走着人生的路。 放下包袱吧，原谅你觉得不该原谅的人。 没有了对爱情的怨恨，可让你从新面对人生。
disclaimer: to all frens; this is written, purely based for fun. dun worry about me. feel free to feedback. btw, if i’m really bored, i might post songs tt i write here.
hihi… finally got the chance to use the comp, cos my bro’s asleep. ~lolz~ tt pig, thank goodness.. or else, he’ll be using the comp and i’ll be moping arnd in the hse.
Anyway, I’m still pretty much a jobless creature trying t find a place to settle in the concrete jungle. And its so boring staying at home, penniless. My dream and aspiration of tai-tai lifestyle seems so far away.
Pretty boring today, cos i’m waiting for him to wake up. S’pore’s pretty small and boring.. i dunno where to go today.. i dun realli like to club anymore.. i juz dun understand why these pple pay to go clubbing, drinking and smoking. Pay large sum of money to pave their road towards the coffin. how i wish The govt can ban smoking at least.. so harmful and polluting the environment.. and worse of all making my sinus worse off.
hmm.. pretty lost to which i can say.. cos my mind’s quite blank. will update more when I have time to use the comp…
~lolz~
aiya~ have to wake up early in the morning to use the comp. reason being… my bro’s back.. and his addicted to the comp game.. leaving mi the onli time slot to use early in the morning when he is still pigging away… ~lol~
yesterday’s been quite a fun day… full of …. i dunno wat to say…
Suppose to have gone The Gapz for their buffet.. but then close down liaoz… so we headed for Genghis Khan buffet at Taka.. but den dunno close down or wat… ar… in the end we had to settle down for seoul garden..
aniwae.. i know i’m toking crap.. cos i waiting for the photos to be uploaded.. so i can leave the url for my frens..
ok the url for the pics are here.
todae’s a fun day~!~ or so i hope~ cos i’m going zoo wif qiuting and alvin. Yeah~ u tink i’m childish~!~?~ at my age still go ZOO?? haha~ well, something for a change… instead of always shopping, ktv, walking arnd aimlessly in orchard road… might as well go back to remincse of the past childhood memories.
but one thing i wish to clarify to someone through here. i’m realli sorry for what has happened in the past. i’ve already let it go. and i hope u will. i din know how hurt u were at tt time, cos u know he never told mi wat had happened. but i tink u might have known the pain i’ve went through as u’ve walked through the path b4 mi. and hope u understand. i’m sorry that u were upset seeing ur name here, i had realli no intention of mentioning it. cos i was realli upset at tt point of time. and this is juz a way of penning my thoughts. i nvr knew u wld come and see. and nvr thought that this will upset u. i realli apologise to u. and this is also not a childish act. I hope that u can realli put the past down and forget the past. and of course, i would sincerely wish the best for u. maybe u might not believe. but i realli wish for u. put down the past and look ahead, cos i’ve already done so… forget abt who hurting who. and wat has happened. it’ll create a emotional obstacle in your life. u’re so smart, i tink u can tink it out faster den i did so.
nevertheless, i’m gng to the ZOO le~ will update the pics when i’m back…
Ar~ din blog for a few days.. cos i’ve been too busy wif my exams… still havnt finish my exams yet… tml will be my last paper… so happy till i got no mood to study.. mentally exhausted already… hmm… so exhausted till i dunno wat to write… LoL…
Oh yah… tml after exams still gotta go work… and see if can negotiate a better job and pay… LoL… better prospects.. hopefully it’ll be successful, so i can continue my career in hotel industry…
