wahaha~ its mi again~

i’m catching the ZzzzZ bug in the office~ gng to fall asleep. esp after the 3hr long and heavy lunch i had wif my colleagues at pearl river palace in suntec. The food dere was like so so so yummy… we had dim sum… and.. hmm… lemmi see…

oh ya.. the vege there was so so expensive lo.. but its kailan in XO sauce. but it costs $30+ lor.. ex rite?

den we had peking duck~!~ but it was so oily dat it kept driping oil when the server was slicing the meat off… but its yummy~!~ its been so long since i had it..

and we had this lobster meat wrapped in noodles and den fried… wah.. tt was fab man~!~

and we had, this "san cheng rou" wah… the fats was like~ so so thick lo… den two of my colleagues nvr eat, cos dey wanna maintain healthy lifestyle.. so dey were like… ah gal… eat more eat more.. today no oyster fer u.. so u eat tis… wah lau~ and it comes with fried man tou.. my fav… wah hahaha~

the prawn dish quite special wo~ the prawn seems to be steamed and den fried with steamed egg.. wah… so yummy..

last but not least, we had dessert… durian pancake… wah… yummy yummy… now i miz Merchant court’s durian pengat~ sigh~

i love company lunch~ cos its always so so fun~ we’ll always have endless of jokes being shared… and ar… i’ll always get "bullied" wahaha~ but dats de norm rite?

its raining heavily, and i still have to drag myself fer classes tonite… sigh~ sian sian sian~

I juz ended a heated argument wif my mum. and its juz bcos of an irritating outsider. see ar… it started say, 3 yrs ago when its her son’s 21st bdae.  She kinda feels pissed off that my whole family didnt turn up. Hey~!~ my dad, who is btw her bro~ was werkin. I was also WERKIN~!~ i was earning money to bring home den, ask mi to take leave juz to go a bdae and be a statue~?~ my opportunity cost is $100+. Tink i tt crazy~?~ bsides, she nor her son called to ask us to go, it juz so happens dat we were at my granny hse fer CNY den she 顺便 ask. insincere rite~?~

Anyway my bdae tt yr, which so happens also 21st. All the time i celebrate my bdaes i nvr ever invited relatives. tt yr i wanted to juz invite some close and those nice aunts of mine fer dinner tt’s all. den my mum say, if u invite some, den u have to invite all. Out of no choice den i have to invite dat woman.  Den the first time i called she hanged up on mi, second time i called she put mi on hold fer half an hour… Attitude woman rite~?~ den she say if i free den i come not free den dun come lor… i wanted to tell her right into her face… even if u free pls dun come. u are not an intended invitee. darn~ attitude problem rite~?~

den nvr mind, come this hse warming, she gave the same attitude. But i had no time to call, neither did my dad have the time to call. in the end, my mum called her. She give my mum her bloody attitude again. DARN~!~ as if pple realli want her to come liddat. So bloody proud, show off , materialistic~ so wat the F**k abt being richer den us~!~ i make sure i’ll be ten times more successful den ur son~!~ dun need to wait dat long~!~ dat day is coming soon~!~ B***H~!~

Give mi attitude enough le, still dare to give my mum attitude~!~ she betta watch out, i gng to return her wat she has given to my mum 10times more.

I also very attitude de lo~ i will treat pple dat are nice 10 times betta back, if u dare to try anything funny wif mi, i’ll give u 10 times back too. Esp when it comes to treating my family members wif disrespect~!~

I WILL NVR CALL TT BITCH AUNT AGAIN~!~

Hey Every1, it seems a long time since i blog le. been real busy wif unpacking, so as to hold the hsewarming in time. past few days been havin migraine, due to lack of sleep and stress. and i took 3days MC. haha~ sounds pretty serious? hopefully, i will recover. though i doubt so. cos i keep forgetting to take my medication. the doc prescribed for mi vitamins. those multi types, cos she say i need plenty of tonics~ wahaha~

Oh ya.. i shld thank those tt took time 2 travel down to my hse fer hse warming. i’m so sorry, i didnt have enough time to entertain u guys. cos my dad was nt arnd den i gotta entertain my relatives bo~ so paiseh if i neglected u guys~ but u all wun mind de rite?? ~hehe~

i’m gettin busier, cos GST reporting is comin, followed by my series of tests and exams. so i’ll be pretty busy werkin and studying. so u can see the cycle again. haha~ i’ll prob vanish for a period of time again~ or rather already vanished?? hehe

Maybe after my exams den i’ll be free again.. den i’ll flood here again… wahaha

Wahaha~!~ finalli i’m done wif my new hse stuff… well more or less it seems… its always more troublesome to unpack den to pack. Bleh~!~

but den i’m still not done wif the hse warming stuff…. ar…. i’m already drained of all energy le…. hmm… dat’s y i lazy to call everyone up… onli askin those dat i saw online… dun say i too insincere ok~?~ its onli i’m mentally drained….

wait till i’m free den i’ll post pics of my new hse fer u all to see… but i tink u all can see it wen u guys come my hse warming rite?

i also dunno wat to update u all, cos i’m so so so tired, and so many many things dat happened…. haha~ okok… dun flood here wif rubbish le~

but i wanna tell someone: 谢谢你一直陪在我身边，给我鼓励与支持，虽然你人不在我还是很感谢你。我知道我不会后悔当天的决定。我们会过着简单幸福与快乐的日子了。

i promise him last nite, i’ll nvr entertain anymore negative tots.  And so, i will not do it anymore. 

I’m sorry fer the hurt i’ve inflicted on u.  I’m very insensitive wen it comes to relationships.

We will try to lead our simple and happy life from now on.

Hey~every1! i’m bored in office~ have completed my werk. Stoning away~ lemmi see… hmm… ok… i’ll continue from where i left off… sat after werk is sch and den home to chk reno routine again~ bleh~

Den on sun, rested at home in the morn. den went ikea shoppin in the noon until 10pm lor.. guess wat? i spent 1.2k there!OMG~!~ i’m gng to be broke. i cant imagine the credit card bill when it comes. i tink i can cry le~

these few days is werk, home or werk study routine~ i’m bored to tears~ i wanna play~!~ but i know i cant… i juz cant wait to finish my degree. den i will have no lessons le. den i can go out and play! den on sat i can go East coast or pulau ubin cycling, sentosa play beach volleyball. i’m missing so much fun~ l’m so sad every fri, wen pple ask mi to go out on sat… and i CANNOT~!~ so u all know le.. dun date mi out on sat. i’ll be sad~ but after 1st week of may den can le~ cos my exams will be over le~ haha~

Oh ya~ did i tell u guys~ i’m officially movin hse on the 18th March~ but bcos i have lessons on SAT so lei.. i will be holding my hse warming on SUN. which is 26th~ tentative date. Cos everything seems so chaotic~ bleh~ i’m tired~ mentally stressed~

i realli need my long awaited hols~ where shld i go lei? AUZ, HK, Thailand, Taiwan, or Japan? i want to go all! wahaha~ i tink i’ll see by den how much savings i still have… scarely i onli have enough money to go kukup onli~ wahaha~

u guys know abt the johari and nohari quiz rite? i’m pretty sad.. cos most pple say i’m insecure… am i? yah i tink so too… esp those who know abt my relationship problems. i’ve been told to change. Mayb i will, wen i find a person dat can convince mi.  And its not through talk, but through actions. He’ll have to give mi the time to learn how to trust and give again after wad has happen. will u?

let’s see.. hmm… life’s been pretty stressful… but i’m taking it in my stride~ i believe in the rainbow after the rain. the sun will shine~

Past few days i was so stressed out over the legal issues of the contra selling of my hse. But~!~ everything’s been resolved, or tt’s wat i tink so and hope so.  tt day my colleagues heard mi losing my temper with the agent over the phone. den dey went "WOW~!~" "din know dat u can b so fierce" haha~ dun see mi so gentle nowadays… meek meek de… haha~ step on my toes and U’LLL GET IT~!~ wahahahaha~ I’m learning to be selfish, scheming, mature, and EVIL. Juz to protect myself!

bin busy wif werk so din realli msn many pple~ cos of the new LTA system. kaoz~ very messy lo… so sian~ sigh~ plus we got more sales= more paperwork to do. and more car accidents= more werkshop sales to do, and our own cars also kana accident… one car juz came out for less den two weeks den wham into dunno wat when de driver was reversing. hmm… in case u were wondering, the car was fitted with reverse sensor lo… sTooOOoopiDDD~!~ haha~ i betta not laugh at him, scarely next time i drive also like one kind.. den aiya… pple can laugh back at mi le…

Last nite i went CLUBBING~!~ bin so long since i last club~!~ and DRANK~!~ and DANCE~!~ wahaha~ actualli was on medication plus very very long nvr drink le, so i tot i will juz hang myself after one or two glasses.. hmm… but never wo~ hmm… strange…??? But i nvr drunk much anyway, cos i felt so bad abt breakin my own promise to myself to quit drinking~ but i still drink… felt very bad wen pple msg mi to tell mi, take care of urself, dun drink too much, try control ur liquor, dun get high or drunk.  i feel so happy wen so many pple show dere concern fer mi,though dey couldnt come down. thanks guys~!~ *muackz* best butts~!~ wahaha~

Back to tokin abt Momo, the crowd dere was pretty pathetic lor, i tink most of the people have gone down to MOS le~ too bad, MOS music isnt dat good on fri nite~and i was sick on WED and i missed out on… CANDY FLOSS RETRO NITE~ shucks~ nvr mind… dere’s always another time ba~ and abt the music in MOMO.. wasnt realli dat fantastic after all… hmm… shld say my fav dancing music came after one plus, but not realli in the mood to dance… i guess i din drunk enough to get into de mood. *sad*

today’s sat, nothing much to do, not many pple online to tok to either, bcos every1’s in bed except mi :’( bored~ Another day to pass quickly, after werk its sch, after sch its reno, after reno, den its time to force myself to STUDY!STUDY!STUDY!

i tink i got another self improvement goal this yr, I MUZ LEARN TO EXERCISE SELF CONTROL! study means study, werk means werk, play means play, cannot supposed to study or werk den still run out to play, den wait till deadline come den i panic like siao~

Self improvement goal fer 06:

1- learn to be emotionally independent

2- learn to exercise self control

yeah~!~ i’m enjoying myself nowadays. life is pretty happy on the whole~ i’m happy~!~ i’ll always be, bcos i’ve learnt to love myself more and more each day~!~ *yeah~!~*