Hey Everybody~ been quite some while since i last updated my blog~

hmm.. out of the three exam papers, i’ve already completed one le~ phew~!~ now with onli two more papers to go on the 5th and on the 8th.

oh yah~ fri, we went out on company lunch to treat my colleague to birthday meal~ and we went to a restaurant tt i sourced out from the mags.  That is Baccarat restaurant located the plaza by the park.  There was this 2 pay for 3 promo gng on for lunch time buffet.  It is a restaurant opened by chefs.  So imagine the spread there…. its like ~wow~!~ there’s japanese food, sashimi, sushi, udon noodles, chawanmushi.  There’s porridge buffet, double boiled soup.  There’s mussel salad, potato salad, oysters~!~ and Action stations like pastas, rojak, laksa etc… oh yah.. got dim sum and some "veges" like nonya fish~!~ the fish taste good… yum yum~!~ and den we’ll go to the desert spread.  wah~!~ the desert there got a very very big spread lor… and den hor~ the deserts are so so intricately done dat u’ll feel bad eating dem… and also if u guys like chocolate fondue.. can always head down there… but den lei… the food items for the fondue seems a little limited though… cos dun have my fav mashmallows :’(

How i wish that my district gets to vote, though its a bit more troublesome.. but i realli want to see my area being improved with better facilities other than a well built up transport infrastructure.. besides tt, this estate is BARREN~!~ maybe with elections and healthy competitions between the political parties, den dey will feel more motivated in improving my estate…. sigh~!~

ok~ i’ll end here~ blog in another time, after my exams ba~

Haha~ actualli no longer a little kid playing dating games le~ so no need to celebrate month to month anniversaries. But den lei, each and every day spent with dear dear is so happy. Although not physically present with mi and so far in Auz but den i feel that this relationship is one that has brought mi the most happiness so far.

bleh~ i dunno wat i’m trying to say. am i confusing u all? nvr mind la. as long as my dear dear understands can liao hor?

I was so happy last nite, cos dear dear watched mi sleep at 4am and wake up at 7am. haha~ den he waited for mi to shower and change and go werk before he left home for his "breakfast".  den while i was doing my hair, den he said "8.50 le u still take ur own sweet time" wahaha~ at dat time, it seems as if he was juz beside mi, chasing mi to go work so that i wont be late. wahahaha… so so sweet….

Thanks dear for coming into my life and filling it up with sweetness, for being tolerant of mi when i irritate u, and ar.. my mood swings…

its mi again~Duh~!~ i’m so free…. arh… actualli not so… but more or less mood-less to do anything… cos i’m moody today… hmm…. i also dunno y…

i knew tt in an earlier conversation, i was kinda of unreasonable to get upset over wat he said… but den i juz dun understand y i got upset too…. mayb bcos i starting to feel that wat i do juz irritates pple… perhaps perhaps perhaps… i waited and waited for a phone call to come in to pacify mi, though i knew i was unreasonable… but still i waited… maybe u guys would say tt since i knew i was in the wrong y did he have to pacify mi still? but i guess… all gals would juz have this once in a while unreasonable mood swing where she would wait fer her dear to pacify her… perhaps he’s not a person who would do tt… or perhaps he’s busy practising snooker with his new cues… i tot a sleep would make mi wake up feeling much betta… so i forced myself to sleep… seems to be a futile attempt.. cos either the tv is blaring loudly or my mum was laughing loudly, or she’s exclaiming loudly over my bro’s stolen shoes.. sigh~ i’m still feeling as moody… i’m juz waiting… and waiting… i’m not a difficult person to pacify.. esp when i know tt i’m in the wrong.. but…. sigh~ let’s forget this topic…

let’s go on to a more cheery topic.. i completed the presentation slides for the three companies… FINALLY~!~ and den the MD took a look todae.. and he was very impressed and pleased.. wahaha… but den honestly speaking… i know the presentation sucks~!~ or at least it was way beyond my own expectations…

Tell ya a joke k… my nephew came out from malaysia.. so stayed wif my cousins.. so he shared same bed as my niece… and den guess wat.. my niece actualli asked my nephew… "u sleep nxt to mi, will i get pregnant or not" wahahahahahahaha…… kids are juz kids… dey are so funny at times…..

sigh~ not in a mood to do anything… though i have plenty of things to do… tot of sleeping… but den i know i’ll be juz too troubled to be able to fall asleep… no mood to game… no mood to watch show… juz staring at the phone… flipping through the msgs… sigh~ ok~ i know~ its juz mi~ being unreasonable again~ sigh~

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I went to lie on the bed at 12am… i juz didnt have the mood to watch my fav horror shows… so i tot might as well have an early nite… but i juz couldnt fall asleep… y??? cos i was waiting for a call or a msg… which didnt come in… in the end, i decided to call… but den after hanging up, i regretted calling… cos it made mi feel much worse den before… i feel that my feelings are juz much more neglected den before…. should i feel happy tt he’s occupied wif snooker instead of other gals? i guess i should…. but i’m feeling so upset over today’s incident…. and he’s still playin snooker….. and i’m feeling worse den before….

sigh~ i guess i should go back onto the bed after medication… its already two plus…. hmm…..

I’m stoning in the office, my boss is outstation to China… wahaha~ enjoy life sia~

but den fer the past few days. i’m having lack of slp. bcos of my sideline~sigh~ busy doing projs,earning money so tt i can give myself a holiday after my exams. sigh~ but den i tink my liabilities are so much dat, i’ll prob put off my holiday plans again.  I tink after this proj stuff finish, i’ll prob go into coma for 1 whole day to recharge my battery before starting to revise for my exams. speaking of which, time is running out. actualli i intended to spend 1 week on each subject, but den lei, one week is abt to pass le.. i muz buck up and score the best results this sem.

Though veri tired everynite with proj and presentations, but den lei.. i still can see dear dear, and den i’ll be very happy le. Den i can find motivation and inspiration to finish my werk. haha~ i feel so "xing fu", i cant wait fer dear dear to come back from auz~ wahaha~

life juz gets so bored at times~ den u start to ponder y am i living in this world~?~

yeah~ mayb juz i’m facing one of those super low morale moods these few days. bcos of the projs i doing. I doing two sch proj and two biz presentation. Projs are not tt bad la, its juz the biz presentation dats killing mi. Cos its been quite some time since i last used powerpoint and plus i wanted a coporate and classic yet unique presentation. Am i juz asking too much? some times i juz hate this perfectionist thing in mi. cos i will juz delete off the whole presentation and redo when i get frustrated tt the end product isnt wat i realli want.

and so far after doing so long, honestly i havnt done anything tt i feel its ok. i still tink tt the presentation SUCKS~!~

But den on the other hand i still have morale support of pple~!~ haha~

i’ve finalli cleared my werk, sharp at 5.30pm. But i cant leave the office cos i’m waitin fer my GM to come back and send mi home~

Been toking to my sis juz now, been such a long time since we msned. Main topic of the day~ relationships~ haha~ wat else is new ar~?~ We both agreed on the same view point, courtship period is diff from in a relationship and further diff in a marriage. Though i’ve not gone through the last one, but more or less i’ve seen and heard.  Which is y i’ve always stressed on the point, courtship days are the most beautiful days in a relaionship. Cos the guy will do everything he can to prove to u that he’s the RIGHT man and the gal will do everything to prove that she’s the RIGHT gal. In the end, dey’ll both go into a relationship with disillusions abt each other.  And den after the honeymoon period, quarrels will come in~ does this sound familiar pple~?~

Anyway i was sharing wif her abt her new married life.  And she was telling mi, marriage life aint as rosy as she tot it was. I tink she’s gng to add on to my phobia, cos she listed one whole long list of negative points~ And she can ask mi, "i scared u, did i?" well, she did~!~ wat she say is true, it dun matter how long both of u are together, before deciding to get married. But how much both of u know each other ,can take in each other faults, and live together happily before u decide to get married~ but alas~ if onli everyone will understand it, den divorce rates wun be on the rise~ coupled wif kids tt are brought up in single families~

Sigh~ life iz juz full of imperfections~