i juz brought my mum back from her hospital checkup.. aint good~ cos she still cant see… i dunno wat i should do or wat i can do~ i juz know that i’m damn tired~ realli tired of life~
y cant i seem to enjoy life~?~ y can’t i earn money and spent it on leisure pursuits? y cant i seem to shake off any of my financial or emotional burden? i dunno how shld i lead my life~ it seems to be getting more and more tiring as years goes by. sometimes i wonder, i shld be celebrating my bdae, cos i ought to thank god for giving mi this one extra year of time wif everyone.. but some times, i realli wished that god had taken mi away from this world of unhappiness and worries…
i was so so sad~ so so tired~ and in the end~ i’m even more upset.. to find tt i have no shoulder to lean on in times like this~
after labouriously reading finish the chinese version, i found out that dere was an english version! damn! wasted my time scrutinising it! haha! but den i find it pretty accurate fer mi~ pasted the chinese and english version fer u all to read~
this is the weblink http://www.superfate.com/22_free_8word/ look out fer the language version on the top right hand corner~ have fun~!~
Your characteristics, subconscious, and behavior modes, according to your fate and destiny, are represented by the sun. Bright, warmhearted, generous, and not fussy about details, you do not like to make small social circles and believe firmly in justice. The sun is the leader in the sky, so you have natural leadership ability, and the desire and dedication to perform and sacrifice as long as you have the respect and support from others. The sun shines everywhere, so you also like to be fair and make sure everyone is covered and shares the profit. The sun revolves regularly everyday in its orbit, so you are a very disciplined person who rarely quits halfway, and no one can force you to do something you don’t want to do. You like honest individuals who keep their promises, dislike opinionated people, and admire peope with artistic talent and those who can enrich your spirit. Your entire life is like the sun, subject to public focus and attention, yet striving relentlessly. The sun in the cold winter is the most difficult time of your life, but you can bear it and flourish eventually. ◎Health Analysis: The function of your stomach and intestines is weaker.◎ According to your destiny analysis, the function of your stomach and intestines is weaker, which caused minor problems like bad breath, upset or bloated stomach, and diarrhea when you were young. But over age 40, additional care of your stomach and intestines is needed, or it may lead to major digestive system problems such as esophagus infection, stomach or intestinal infection, gastric ulcer, hemorrhoids, intestines polyp, diabetes. Therefore, you should avoid fatigue and stress, maintain a stable lifestyle and schedule, sleep and wake early, eat regular meals at regular hours, don’t drink alcohol, and consume less acidic food and drink in order to protect a congenitally weak digestive system. There’s a saying that all disease starts from the mouth, which means many human diseases are related to food. According to Traditional Chinese Medicine, food can be divided into gold, wood, water, fire and earth (concept of the five elements). You seem to prefer the sweet flavors of desserts and other sweets, which means your cells are filled with too much earth element. This negatively affects your health, fortune and career, so we suggest you try different foods to balance your diet and nutrition, which leads to harmony in life and a balance of yin and yang based on the five elements. In addition, if you have recently felt unlucky or things were not going smoothly, then you are probably affected by bad spirit, which caused bad luck. The best solution is not to eat meat and fish for a period of time until the bad spirit goes away. The bad spirit tends to stay with those who eat meat and fish, and also chicken, duck, green onion, garlic, leek and other spices, so a vegetarian diet can help change your luck. ◎Health Analysis: Your liver and gall is weaker as well.◎ Your liver and gall is weaker as well, so you tend to tire easily and can’t do labor-intensive jobs. You may have had irritability and acne when you were young. But over age 40, your liver and gall require additional care, or you may have problems such as cholesterol and triglyceride, abnormal liver, liver or gall deceases, or even suffer a delining immune system, which leads to failing eyesight. Therefore, it’s very important for you to pay attention to your liver and gall and maintain a stable schedule for your life. Monitor your glycerin level, consume less alcohol, avoid fatigue, and most importantly, do not to stay up overnight. According to your destiny analysis, you are a night owl as you seem to be more energetic and inspired at night, so you tend to sleep late and get up late. However, sleeping and waking up early is extremely helpful to your fate and destiny, even though it’s not easy for you. You don’t easily offend others as you don’t like to be the one on top. You better stay away from alcohol if you want to change your fate and destiny, as it drains your energy quickly and negatively affects your fortune. If you are able to develop the good habit of sleeping and waking up early, it will completely change your fate and destiny with better health, more wealth and happiness coming into your life. ◎In your relationship, you are mutually loving and respectful of each other. Your love is full of romance and happiness. Your future partner will also help you with financial management, and contribute fortune and wealth as he has the luck to help his wife. ◎ In romance, according to our analysis, men tend to fall in love with you at first sight but lack the confidence to go after you. If they dare win your heart, the romance heats up quickly, but you have many disagreements because you tend to have a temper and be in a higher social position. Generally speaking, you make quite a good first impression of you because you are capable and charming, but men may feel you are too high to reach. As a result you don’t cherish or learn how to maintain a relationship. Therefore, if you are still waiting for a good romance, try to conceal your outer beauty in order to find more sincere and suitable lovers who aren’t just attracted to your looks. Then true romance will come your way. In the journey of life, your romantic or marriage partner tends to be very different from you. You don’t easily have a spark of love with any colleague, but do easily start a relationship with someone from a different background and environment. You are mutually attracted to your differences, but you have to overcome the wide gap together. Therefore, it’s better to think twice about your ideal partner when it comes to marriage. If you are still waiting for romance, consider people around you who are unlikely candidates and they might be the possible one. As long as you sincerely give a little hint, the happiness is right beside you. ◎Career Analysis: Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some creativity, communication and critical thinking ability.◎ Most of your jobs, in any industry, require some creativity, communication and critical thinking ability. For example, R&D, marketing, sales, etc. As long as you keep turning your ideas into action, your value in a company is irreplaceable. If you choose jobs that require critical thinking ability, your work will go smoothly (jobs that are labor intensive are not suitable). You tend, however, to think from only your own point of view, so you may lack a broader perspective for higher management. You should further strengthen your experience, and if you want to reach the next professional level, then you should be more understanding and considerate of other employees and communicate more, in order to improve your leadership ability. ◎Wealth Analysis: You know how to make money well through investment or starting a business.◎ According to your destiny analysis, you know how to make money well through investment or starting a business. You knew the importance of the money since you were young, and knew it’s very difficult to be rich depending only on a salary, so you learned about investment earlier than others. Therefore, you were making money with investments while others were spending money and enjoying their lives. Born very clever, you will not spend money if unnecessary, but will be relatively more generous to your children. You will invest most of your wealth or reward those around you throughout life. Afterwards, you will bequest most of your wealth to your children and relatives.
◎Your life is represented by the sun of power, which means you can create your own future with your charisma and leadership. You can live a pretty comfortable life. However some people might think you are sometimes unapproachable. You are a person of passion and manners, and like wise and trustworthy people. As a person of sunshine, you are enthusiastic and generous, and also a leader type, not a follower.◎
◎您是權力的太陽，能夠開創自己的未來，有領導眾人的魅力，物質生活無虞，但容易讓異性覺得高不可攀。熱情有禮，喜歡有智慧，守承諾的人。個性開朗，熱心大方，不會斤斤計較，具有領導特質，不容易接受他人的指揮。◎
根據命理來分析您的個性，潛意識，以及行為模式，您是屬於「太陽命」，因此您天生具有太陽的特質，開朗活潑，熱心大方，不會斤斤計較，也不喜歡搞小團體，對於公理正義非常執著。太陽在天空發光發熱，因此您天生具有老大命，也有領袖命，有表現欲望，但也有犧牲奉獻的精神。太陽不會依自己的喜好來照耀大地，每一個地區都會受到普照，因此您喜歡一視同仁，公私分明，不喜歡有人假公濟私，或搞小團體。太陽每天東昇西降，規律運行，沒有人能改變太陽的軌道，因此您也很有規律性以及耐心，極少半途而廢，而且您也不能接受有人命令您要做什麼，或不做什麼。
此外，您喜歡老實誠信的人，不喜歡自以為是的人，而能讓您佩服的人，多半是有想法，才華與智慧的人，能夠在心靈上讓您提昇的人。您的一生，像太陽一樣，發光發熱，受到眾人矚目。但是陽光有時候也會被烏雲遮蔽，讓您覺得力不從心，有時候陽光炎熱，您善意付出，卻造成別人的壓力，也會讓您很無奈，這些都是您的磨練，只要您經得起外在的考驗，不怨天尤人，進而學習成長，一旦通過考驗，您的成就將不可限量，是領袖級的人物。
◎您本命五行土太旺，胃腸機能比較弱，容易有腹脹，腹痛，腹瀉，消化吸收的問題。◎
根據命理分析，您天生胃腸功能比較弱，在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，等多是腸胃不適、胃酸過多、脹氣、腹瀉、腹痛等問題，但是如果您現在不照顧消化系統，隨著年紀越來越大就很容易導致消化系統病變，例如食道炎，胃炎、胃潰瘍、腸炎、大腸息肉、痔瘡、糖尿病等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，要調適壓力，維持正常作息，早睡早起，三餐要定時定量，不能喝酒，少吃刺激性飲食，才可以保護先天比較弱的胃腸功能。
此外，所謂「病從口入」，人類大部分的疾病來源都跟飲食有關，根據中醫理論，食物可以分成金、木、水、火、土等五種五行。您可能偏好吃各種甜食或甜點，因此，您的細胞中，充滿太多「土」的五行，會導致健康，財運與事業的不圓滿，建議您平時最好能飲食均衡，菜色均衡，則陰陽五行調和，生活美滿幸福。
◎但是您八字缺木，肝膽機能也比較弱，容易疲累，體力差，要注意膽固醇，三酸甘油酯的問題。◎
根據命理分析，您天生肝膽功能比較差，所以容易感覺疲倦，體力似乎不如人，因此無法從事需要大量勞力的工作。在年輕的時候不會有太大的問題，頂多是肝火旺盛，長青春痘，容易煩躁等問題，但隨著年紀越來越大，肝膽功能需要更多的照顧，不然很容易有膽固醇、三酸甘油酯的問題，甚至容易導致免疫功能衰退、肝功能異常、脂肪肝、肝硬化、膽結石、膽囊息肉、青光眼、白內障或視力病變等問題。因此您不能過度勞累，而且千萬不能喝酒，要維持正常作息，早睡早起，才可以保護先天比較弱的肝膽功能。
此外，您在晚上會比白天更有精神，工作也比較有靈感，效率也比較高，所以您容易晚睡晚起，早睡早起對您比較好，雖然不容易做到，但是會對您的命運有很大的幫助。此外，您不太願易得罪人，也不願意當第一位，老二哲學比較適合您。如果您想改變這種現象，一定要戒酒，喝酒會讓您的運勢低落，體能衰退。如果您能養成早睡早起的好習慣，再配合早晨去公園運動，那您的命運將會有很大的改變，身體健康，財運順利，事業圓滿，家庭幸福。
◎簡易愛情分析，您是屬於比較強勢的太太。您的愛情不是屬於濃情密意的那一型，他比較沒主見，而您比較有智慧，在未來的感情路上，您們會遇到許多溝通上的問題，需要您們以智慧與包容來一一克服。◎
您愛情的模式，根據命理分析，在您生命中出現的異性，常常第一眼就很容易喜歡上您，但是他們常常覺得追不上您，只要對方敢追您又追到了，您們的愛情會火速發展，但時間一久，就會火藥味不斷，因為對方確實有點高攀，自然需要忍受一些您的脾氣。一般來說，異性對您的第一印象都會覺得很亮眼，尤其您有才幹又有魅力，但是卻覺得您有點高不可攀。換句話說，您很容易被人喜歡，因為得天獨厚，所以也就不珍惜，也不想學習如何維繫感情。因此，如果您在等待美好的愛情，您可以試著把自己的外在美收斂起來，讓對方不是只因為看到您的青春美貌或聰明才幹而跟您交往，而是要對方真心覺得適合您才跟您交往。如此之前的桃花都會煙消雲散，而真正的愛情也將降臨。
在人生的旅程中，您的戀愛或結婚對象常常與您有很大的差距。換句話說，您不太容易跟身邊的同事或同學擦出愛的火花，反而容易和不同背景的人發生戀情，您們在心智上，生活上，或環境上，都是分屬不同的世界。這種新奇又不一樣的感覺，讓您們彼此吸引。但是雙方認知上的差距存在，卻會是您們要一起克服的鴻溝。您比較容易碰到互補型的戀愛，也就是雙方共同性很少，但差異性很大。因此，您所喜歡的對象，比較適合當好朋友，若是論及婚嫁，您可能需要仔細思考。此外，若是您的對象還沒有出現，回想身邊的人，您覺得越不可能的人就越有可能，只要您真心誠意給對方一點暗示，幸福就在您身邊。
◎簡易事業分析，您的工作類型大部分都需要靠腦力，從事一些思考導向的工作。這類型的工作，需要邏輯思考，策略分析，創意想像，以腦力為導向。◎
每一個行業中都有不同的職位，而您的工作類型，不論在哪一個行業中發展，大部分都需要靠腦力，從事一些思考導向的工作。例如，經營者思考營運策略，業務人員思考如何增加業績，研發人員思考如何突破技術，行銷人員思考如何開拓市場，藝文工作者思考如何創作作品等。這類型的工作，需要邏輯思考，策略分析，創意想像，以腦力為導向。如果您選擇從事這類型工作，您會比較順利，輕鬆，也更能發揮所長。但是世界上跟您一樣聰明的人很多，唯有加上經驗的累積才有無可取代的價值。
另外，您的工作類型容易產生下列迷思。一、聰明的人多半有跳躍式的思考，讓旁邊人跟不上腳步。二、聰明的人充滿創意，但是缺乏執行力，容易說得多做得少。三、聰明的人比較不喜歡溝通，喜歡有話直說，所以不容易得到上司提拔。此外，對於其他工作領域，像是重複性質的工作，瑣碎事務的工作，協調整合的工作，或體力勞動的工作，都是您比較不適合的工作類型，您會覺得乏味無趣，不願意做，也做不久。
◎簡易財運分析，您很會賺錢，但是不喜歡靠工作賺錢，喜歡利用錢來賺錢。◎
根據命理分析，您很會賺錢，但是不喜歡只依靠工作賺錢，您比較喜歡利用錢來賺錢，也就是所謂的投資或是創業。您從很年輕的時候就知道錢財的重要性，也知道只靠薪水很難致富，因此您會比一般人更早接觸投資理財，所以當別人在揮霍金錢，享受生命的時候，您在投資理財，所以自然能夠累積更多的財富。此外，您天生比較精明，不會在不必要的地方花錢，但是您對於子女卻比較捨得花錢。如果以一生的時間來衡量，您今生大部份的財富會被您拿來繼續投資，或是犒賞自己以及身邊的人。之後，這些財富大半會遺留給子女及婆家。
I’m so sad now~ am i realli so soft a person? do i have a "come and bully" mi face?
tell u all wat happened juz now and see if it was my fault. Today my driver was supposed to pick up a car from C&C after servicing. My boss said use cheque to pay instead of cash. den dun need to keep drawing from the acc cash.. btw, all the while car servicing bills were paid by my manager and den claimed through his acc. So.. first time i issue a chq payment direct to C&C. not knowing wat acc name to pay to… i flip through the service record and look for C&C.. the bill was C&C kia pte ltd.. the car dat we sent in was a lancer.. but den.. kia and mitsubishi all under C&C.. how was i to know there was a diff.. lets put in a simple equation
kia cars= C&C kia pte ltd
mitsubishi= C&C mitsubishi pte ltd ????
wrong~!~ its C&C automotive pte ltd…
know y i said the above equation… cos my driver brought back the chq and told mi, you issue wrongly.. u shld issue to C&C automotive.. den i already said sorry.. i didnt know… den i showed him the invoice… y i made that name payable to… den he scrutinised it and said quite unpleasantly back to mi.. bcos u paid for a KIA~!~ yeah~ so wat if it’s a kia… aint it under C&C… my fault ? at tt time i didnt take it to heart.. den while correcting the chq.. he said.. "lucky i was drinking cold drink"…. i was like stunned ~huh~ den he explained.. "if not i will be hot ~!~" but den again.. i was concentrating on not issuing payment wrongly.. so i juz cast it aside…
after that i went to do my car instalment record… i was realli focusing.. till i kept hearing a word "lancer" repeating itself and getting louder.. my driver was saying.. he need to collect the lancer.. and kept repeating loudly.. i sortta got his hint.. this time i caught his snide remarks.. so i ignored him.. he still got the audacity to call my name and say lancer again~!~ like so afraid i wun hear his cycnical remarks… and he could laugh at it wif my gm.. wen i wasnt responding.. was it realli funny ?
DAMN~!~!~!~!~!~!~ WTF~!~ need u be so cynical? everyone’s working~!~ everyone makes a mistake~!~ and i apologised for the inconvenience already~!~ wat else do you want mi to do~!~ now i’m even more determined to catch his mistakes and do it back to him~!~!~!~ but no~!~!~ i wun do it~!~ tt’ll be so childish so stupid to stoop to his low mentality and behaviour….
muz it realli be such a cruel world out there? u cant be a nice and soft person? or else u’ll be bullied? my sales manager called back.. and when we were touching on that topic, he said.. he always felt a need to protect mi.. cos i’m always the one being bullied in the office.. and i wun know how to defend myself.. but is being able to retaliate= to being able to protect urself?
i realli wonder.. y cant everyone juz be nice and understanding to everyone else and that’ll be juz so much a better place to live in ? y muz dey make life like so calculative.. u be nice to mi, den i be nice to u.. if u nasty to mi, den i’ll return u the "favour" ? aint it gng to make life veri tiring~?~
so so sad~ cos the kukup trip has to be cancelled..~!~ argh~~~… y muz there be two ghost months this calendar year~?~ darn~!~ most pple couldnt go bcos of that.. argh~~~~~…. sian ar~!~!~!~!~
Now also dun feel like celebrating bdae… dunno y… like no mood le… hmm.. see how den… ~~~ i dun wan another bdae like last yr’s.. so "qi liang"
todae my mummy’s gng fer her eye operation… following which.. i tink will be hell fer mi le… dunno how life will be like .. having to go home everyday to cook dinner and do hsehld chores~!~ oh my~!~ damn it~ argh… feel like hiring a maid.. but den.. not bcos of the money issue tt’s hlding mi back. but where shall she slp… ~ haha~ forget it.. i’l be the MAID~!~ instead~!~ haha~
so if i’m not gng out after work… u’ll know where i am le~
Hey~!~ got miss mi~?~ had been fer veri veri long since i last updated my blog~!~ Tink everyone knows tt i had been veri veri busy~!~ esp so at work… today’s monday~ wif monday blues~!~ but surprisingly i’ve finished my work so fast today… now rotting away in the office… chatting with whoever that’s free to entertain mi on msn~ haha~ crap and crap away~~~~….
everytime i blog once in a blue moon.. i’m always in a loss for wat i wanna type here.. so.. u all can read my CRAP yeah~!~?~!~ haha~
Oh yah~!~!~!~ i took neoprints wif lili and fiona at bugis on fri nite.. i guess u all could see from my photos rite~?~ ~LOL~ its been ages since i last took neoprints~!~ and OH MY GOODNESS~!~ its has advanced so much in technology.. tt i was lost… cos it has got two cameras den it switches from one to another so so fast, that by the time i figured out which camera to face, i didnt have enough time to pose~!~ wahahahaha~!~ so fun~!~ but i know it’ll surely be much more entertaining wif wendy and serena taking the neoprints wif us.. more pple.. den more funny poses mah~!~ ~LOL~ we’ll mit up again after lili’s exam… den we can take neoprints again~!~
Oh yah~!~ my bdae’s coming~!~!~!~!~ i know everyone reading this will scream at mi~!~ its still a month away~!~ haha~ i juz cant contain my excitement~!~ cos its my BDAE~!~!~ i dun give a damn abt growing one yr older… but de fact that i managed to live another year~!~~!~ tt’s wat i’m celebrating~!~ last yr was the most sad sader sadest bdae i had so far~!~ i’ll nvr ever let my bdae past like this again~!~ SO~!~!~ this yr… i planned to celebrate my bdae at roxy hotel~!~ invite few good fwens down fer dinner.. and maybe ktv~!~ haha~ and den go chalet at kukup wif those that are free and can make it.. i tot that asking one month early was early enough~ but den surprisingly … some people already veri veri busy and cannot make it fer the chalet… i’m so so so sad~ i tot that one month was veri early le~?~ so lei~!~ if i invited u, please try to make it k~!~!~ if not i’ll be veri sad de wo~!~ best is u all can make it fer the dinner and chalet~!~
Wah lau! brazil and England went out!!!!!!! England i got no comments la… although i support england, but den their playing like not realli good le lor.. not interesting to watch dem play le..
den brazil dat match.. wah lau! i tot brazil will at least go into the finals… after all dey were champion standard de…. alamak.. such a disappointment.. dey seem to 轻敌! den wait till france score le den dey play betta… but all’s too late.. but den… to mi, this is an interesting match… but.. interesting to watch, after france scored.. den brazil played betta…
i bought brazil and germany as champion winner… hope germany can make it ba!!!!! France seems like not bad hor.. hmm… …. wah~ this wrld cup is getting more and more interesting~!~
