I’m so happy~!~ cos i had a veri veri happy bdae celebration again~!~ at kbox on sat~!~ and we headed down to MOS to club dat nite~!~

i’m veri happy~!~ esp this bdae celebration cos this yr i didnt cry on my bdae~ hmm.. like always bdae i’ll cry… bcos always something will happen~ making mi upset~ dunno y~ or perhaps i’m a crybaby~ bleh~!~!~!~

veri happy to see everyone enjoying themselves~ mixing arnd wif each other~ though i wasnt a good host~ (i know tt k jianrong~!~, or perhaps tt was the newest pick-up sentence in town?)

though it wasnt veri well planned.. and that i turned up late, cos i had to cook dinner b4 leaving home~ .. and in a rush~

arh~!~!~!~!~ i’m realli so happy~!~ i know i’ve thanked u guys many many times over sms and emails~ and msn~ but still~ u know~!~ u guys are juz the greatest bunch of brothers and sisters~!~

i will like to thank everyone fer seriously considering my financial health~ hehe~ thanks fer ur hong baos~ and subsidies at the club~ actualli~ u all know mi veri well la~ money doesnt matter tt much to mi~ i onli want u guys to come down, gather and have fun~ ultimately i’ll have my means and ways of earning back wat i’ve spent.

oh ya~!~ not forgetting i had a fun time clubbing~ i’m not the type tt will like retro a lot~ except mambo nite @ zouk~ but den~ i still had a lot of fun and enjoyed dancing there~ because of company~ i had a few great dancing partners~ like~ lili, wendy~ and not forgetting a new found fwen~ emeline~ tt’s great~!~ we hit off real well~ i guess cos both of us are juz so spontaneous~ lol~ and she’s a great dancer~ though she tink i dance well~ and i tink she dance well~ hmm… well~ i guess we both can exchange some dance moves next time~ 

oh yeah~!~ MOS r&b is juz so great~!~!~

and arh~ i’m seriously tinking am i a bad influence~?~ i’ve changed have i~?~ i’ve no longer been the same~?~ i’m no longer the simple gal~?~

i visited alan at the hospital, he talked a lot of things to mi… which woke mi up.. i’ve realli changed… not for the better i suppose~ but for the worse… i’ve changed a lot in my thinking.. qns in the past he asked mi, i’ve answered them differently in the past and now~ i know i have disappointed him.. i know he has tried a lot to protect mi from all these, but i guess wen a person grows up, tinking will juz change. treat it as i matured. treat it as i’ve not been an obedient sister.. i’m sorry…

well, enough of sad stuff~ let’s all look ahead and cheer up~ hopefully alan can recover and get out of ur cast~ and den~ u promised to drive mi arnd in ur celica~ excuse mi~!~ it’s been a month plus since u’ve gotten ur car~ juz wen are u gng to fulfill ur promise ~?~ i’m waiting~!~!~

After msn chat wif elaine~ we came out with the following contents~

A courtship is when one shows the other his/her positive traits and thus attracts the opposite sex.

A relationship is when one discover his/her partner’s negative traits.

A courtship is when you’ll do everything to make the person accept you.

A relationship is when you’ll give up doing everything bcos the person has accepted you.

A courtship is when you promise your partner the most beautiful things/ or promises to him/her.

A relationship is when you show the opposite of what you promise.

A courtship is when you’ll say the most beautiful words to her.

A relationship is when you’ll say to her "get realistic" or "are u childish?" anything and everything unpleasant to upset her.

A courtship is when you do and say everything to give in to her.

A relationship is when you’ll convince urself u are not in the wrong, it’s HER! it’s juz her AP (ATTITUDE PROBLEM!)

A courtship is when u juz want the gal to accept you, so u dun see the realistic part of her (onli the good points and not the bad)

A relationship is when the gal is already urs, so U starts to get REALISTIC with the excuse of ur "DIFFERENT EXPECTATIONS" or "INCREASED EXPECTATIONS" bcos u want to consider "FURTHERING THE RELATIONSHIP" den u start to see her bad points and not the good.

A courtship is when all things are beautiful, and everyone is decieved.

A relationship is when all things become ugly, bcos everyone starts to open their eyes to see.

So we say, the most beautiful part is still a courtship period. Where onli beautiful and good things are seen and happens, bcos everyone closes their eyes to negative things.

BUT in fact~ its the opposite~!~ in a courtship, we believe that it’s when everyone should be realistic, and honestly say out their expectations~!~ and no decieving of the other partner, and open up ur eyes wide to see!

In a relationship, its when u close an eye to the negative traits, so that both can live harmoniously together.

BUT in REALITY! how many of us does that? i guess very few… even we failed to do that.. so the two of us can only preach~ but not do~

Hey~!~ i’m Back again~!~ lets see where i left off…

Last fri, was lihua’s bdae~ so huimin, lihua, xueni and mi went to the ten dollar ktv at chinatown~!~ the ktv wasnt great~!~ even wif the cheap price and "sharks fin" but the company was GREAT~!~ it was so fun~ we had much laughted esp during the photo taking session~ so hilarious~ after ktv, we went downstairs to the "mei shi jie" to have our supper~ and den we headed home~ we walked to outram mrt to take cab, but some cabs juz wldnt turn in to the taxi stand. so lihua decided to take photos of these cab.. to frighten them…. alas… we managed to get into the cab…

sat, after work i came home to pack my room and rest. In the evening i went shopping at paya lebar’s this fashion, with JAnice… I bought three tops~ and OMG~!~ my fav top was onli $5~!~ haha~

SUN~ was the best~!~ i went JB jusco shopping~ with janice, jianrong and three of his fwens~ we had JAP food fer lunch and HK food fer dinner~ yummy~!~… and the best part was still the shopping~ cos i bought 5 tops~!~ wahahaha~ i was so excited after i reached home~ i called xueni to discuss with her my "shou huo" fer the weekend shopping~!~ woohoo~!~

I’m so excited, looking veri much forward to this sat’s gathering~ can go out wif my best of fwens at the same time~ go ktv, dinner, and clubbing~ hmm… shall we add in supper too ?  lol~ well, hope we’ll all have much fun~

Haha~!~!~ i’m back again~!~!~ wahahaha~ hmm.. where shall i start???…

ok~!~ i  decided which three dresses to buy first~!~ take note of the word "first" which means i will buy the rest still~ haha~ but later when i got $$$$$$$ woohooo~!~ i’m gng to buy the black tube dress and den the brown lace, and plus the black dress..~~ haha~ den hopefully i get to wear the black tube dress on my bdae~!~!~!~!~ wahahaha~ juz dreaming onli~~~

Oh ya~ i went to see doc on mon~ my doc ask mi… i having asthma attack ar~?~ of i having bronchitis~?~ ello~!~!~!~ u are de doc.. and den u ask mi tt~?~ how i know sia~?~ anyway she said to try abstain from food and drinks~ u know la~ watch diet~ bleh~!~!~!~ and if i still cough in another few weeks den have to go hospital checkup~!~ shit~!~!~!~!~!~ i hate hospital~!~ cos i virtually spent my childhood in that horrid place~!~!~ damn~!~!~

Oh yah~ so so excited~!~!~ i’m gng JB shopping on sun~!~ still tinking if i shld rebond my hair there~!~!~ wahahahahahaha~!~!~!~!~ hmm…. and dye my hair~!~!~!~!~ hmm.. or should i perm it~?~ but i scared perm le~ den look like disaster~!~!~ wahahahaha~ if nothing fer mi to buy den i’ll do something to my hair~!~ and the exchange rate increase, from tt time 231.3 to 232.5 hehe onli 1.2RM more la~!~ when i see the exchange rate~ it juz seems to flash the signal~ "SHOP"~!~ "SHOP"~!~ exaggerating~?~ i juz jokin la~!~

oh ya~ i want to buy dopod 838 actualli one~ its the newer version~ now having promo onli $838…. but the promo until 18th… kaoz~!~ i celebrating my bdae this month… den no money to spend so much on phone~… bleh~!~!~ :’( and my line still got a yr contract to go~!~ NEVER MIND~!~ i’m gng to buy samsung E900.. i saw chris using it.. like not bad~!~!~ and i buy through auction onli $540..  sell away my phone.. onli need to top up another $300…. hehe~~~… i’m still tinking shld i buy now or later….

and den i came across this spa package… its onli $298… and u have 3mths fitness course+ 12 spa/ slimming package~ wah… juz the 12 spa package itself… one wld onli cost 20+~!~ ok rite~?~ den still got fitness course… wif aerobics, yoga, body sculpting~!~!~!~ woohooo~!~!~

i’m a spendthrift hor~?~ oooohhhhh~!~!~~!~!~ dat’s so bad~!~!~!~ i muz save~!~!~ fer my dream~!~!~!~!~

Shit~!~ tml got test~!~ but i’m not in the mood to study~!~ havent started studying fer it and i’m left with less then 24 hours to go… realli havent touched it at all! and super no mood to study~!~ damn~!~ i tink i’m starting to hate studying~!~ waste of time~!~ waste of my MONEY~!~ ~lol~

yeah~!~ i’m in a shopping spree mood.. juz bought two tops and a skirt from bugis the other day, followed by three skirts and a pair of shoes at city square.. now i’m eyeing at a few dresses from yahoo auctions~!~ and den, i’m planning to go jb shopping again wif my fwens on the 20th… ohhhh~!~ give mi a rich dad~!~ ~lol~

hey~ i show u all the dresses i’m planning to buy, den u all help mi choose which three are the nicest ok~?~

I got such strong temptation to buy all~!~ u all help mi see which three nicest ok~?~

hmm… i’ve been thinking long and hard abt my wish list this year~!~ but den i got nothing tt i realli realli want to have… hmm… except a new phone~!~ mine is realli getting veri veri bad… seems to always hang, or shut off by itself~!~ a new camera~?~ but i dun realli need one~ cos i still have de one my dad bought fer mi~ hmm… so dun ask mi wat i want le~ but there’s one thing dat u all can give mi fer sure~!~ bdae card~ and remember to sign off~ sometimes i recieve cards that the person wun sign off~ prob forgotten~?~ haha~

i already planned out my schedule~ hopefully can get to mit up wif everyone~ 

25th- meet up wif my uni mates~

26th- go kbox and clubbing wif whoever dat comes down, plus party continuation at my hse~ haha~

27th- rest and relax @ home~ and family day

28th- go back roxy hotel to makan~

29th- meet my pri & sec sch fren

30th- mit poly fwens fer dinner at town, maybe go ladies nite too ~?~

31st- go back sNgS~!~

This year i’m not booking another chalet~ cos its realli tiring~ spread out and mit up at least i still got time to chat wif pple~ if not everytime, i feel bad tt pple come down to my chalet, but i onli spend like the most 10mins talking to each person… cant realli chat wif u all..

Oh ya~ pple~ any idea which nice club plays nice r&b music on sat~?~ i’m planning to go MOS smoove~ but den its’ damn pack… which is the total opps from Momo~

Oh~!~ nxt week will be pretty busy at work le, my boss is gng outstation le… which means i have a lot of paperwork to prepare fer him… sigh~~~~~ and wen he’s outstation… i still got to kiv his stuff fer him…. sigh~~~~…. onli good thing is i can go out fer veri long long lunch break…………. wooohooo~!~

Wow~!~ dere’s so so so many pple’s bdae these few days… continuously from the 7th till 11th… everyday got someone’s bdae… and on somedays dere’s more den one persons bdae… haha~!~ luckily already celebrated bdae with dem b4 hand.. or else… dunno go which one’s bdae… and i already ate my first bdae cake of this year~!~ cos celebrated elaine’s bdae on the 7th.. den at the same time we also celebrated chris’s bdae and mine!!!! haha~!~ three Aug babies.. well… i guess as everyone gets busier each year.. i guess we’ll have to settle down for a mass celebration like tt day.. if not its kinda hard to get everyone down on the same day…

oh ya! i went jb shopping last sun~ u know the exchange rate was so good.. like 1-2.313rm~ wah! i really shopped… cos i bought three skirts and one pair of shoes… plus tidbits~!~!~!~!~ haha~!~ but i still cant eat the tidbits cos i’m still sick~ i guess tt’s the reason y u guys see mi online over the PH period~!~ sigh~!~ no signs of reovery yet~ i’ll go in again on the 20th to shop again~!~!~ sale ma~!~ make the most of it~!~!~~!~!~ lol~

Finalli~ i’m free of a financial liability~ after slogging fer two years~werking and studying to pay off the money sucking study loan~ i juz cant imagine, paying off a 5k loan in two years time. it seems kinda long rite?

now i’m onli left with another 10k personal loan, another 7k cpf loan, and the hsing loan of 200+k~ … i tink i’m gng to be asset rich, cash poor category~

working hard and harder as days goes by~ losing my own sense of direction in life and be driven to work like the slaves of money~ oh my! i’m losing myself in this so materialistic and realistic rat race society~!~ damn!

i dunno if the following theory is gng to apply to other gals, but i guess it applies to mi.. but i dun find it wrong~ aint it wat gals look fer?

wad’s a relationship to a gal: to be able to find a guy who she loves and loves her rite? there muz be mutual respect and trust~ but not forgetting the love factor~ although it may seems lame or artificial or fake u may call it.. but i guess most gals would love some form of love expression from their boyfren.. may it be words they speak, actions dey do etc.. constant reassurance of their love for their partner… i dun tink it means that the gal is an attention seeker or is asking unreasonably to be pampered… gals’ juz want to see some show of concern, some show of love from their partner.. and dey’ll be dwelling in happiness.. aint it.. juz imagine,  handing a sweater over to a cold and shivering galfren in the theater? is the gal askin fer attention? no? but wen the guy hands over the sweater, wat goes through the gal’s mind? she’ll think… oohhh.. so sweet and thoughtful of him… tt’s a show of concern and love.. and most gal’s will love this type of expression of love..

but gals dun like expressions of love, wen it comes to the state of possession… like wen guys command their gfs not to go certain places or do certain things.. it maybe a show of concern from the guys part… "protecting" their gfs… but from the gals point of view.. is called a restriction of freedom… overconcerning..

contradicting is the word to describe woman… unfathomable u may say.. well… say wat you want.. after all we’re called the female species….. prone to mood swings… unpredictable and bad ones~ hahahaha~~!~!!~!!~!~

haha~ actualli he’s not my client~!~ neither is he cute as in good looking.. but he made my day yesterday and today…

he came to my office to pay rental fer a car which he is taking today.. he’s such a friendly and funny guy! he asked mi.. wat’s that little box in the car? am i supposed to put in any kind of card? den i told him, u have to put in a cashcard, and den he asked mi.. i’ve got a debit card… will tat do? hahaha~ he’s so cute!!!! so funny!!!! den before he left, he asked mi, so u werkin tml? i collect the car from u tml? den i told him, sure… of cos i’ll be arnd, unless my boss will be so kind to give mi off day… wahahaha..

den today he came to collect the car.. after signing the paperwork.. i handed him the car key.. after which, he put down his bag! know y ? cos he unfolded this big big map of singapore and den after that he asked mi to locate our office.. and den i realli had to scrutinise the map fer the office.. after that still helped him look fer his home at the united square apartments.. haha… den he asked mi, so how shall i travel from ur office back home??? haha~ lucky its near MS so i know can go by CTE!!! haha

den hor~ before leaving the office he said.. florence please pray hard for mi.. cos this is the first time i’m drivign on the right side.. wahahaha~ and wen he said dat, my boss was juz standing behind mi.. haha.. and i could see him crossing both his fingers… wahahahahaha…

the guy so nice.. so friendly… if onli singaporeans are juz like him.. amicable pple… instead of being so hostile…