hmm… fri nite my boss left fer auz le~ and its also fri nite dat i went airport~ haha~ not to send my boss off~ but my dear come back from auz~
but den lei~ on sun morn~ he left sg again le~ he went fishing at indonesia~ so sian~ tink shld be tml evening i can see him again~ now he’s in the middle of the sea~ got no hp reception~ cannot sms him, cannot call him~ sigh~ … but den lei~ time passes veri fast~ as it always is fer mi~ juz sleep, and watch shows~ and the day passes veri fast~
oh ya~ dear dear brought mi to ding tai fong to eat the da zha xie~ hehe~ first time i eat wo~ hmm… nice~ … but den mummy told mi next time be careful~ cos my health veri weak~ and da zha xie is belong to "cold" food~ cannot eat a lot~ but i also nvr eat a lot la~ i muz control my diet~ i tink i gng to buy the fancl tablet to eat~ hehe~ help prevent absorption of fats~!~ haha…
i went to watch happy feet le~ so farnie~ and den i love the little penguins, they are so cute~!~ i wanna watch step up too… i heard its nicer den dirty dancing 2…
now already nine thirty… shld be bed time fer mi le~ haha~ faster sleep faster wake up~ den its the beginning of another brand new day~!~
Its been such a long time since i last updated my blog~ been so so so busy at werk~ finalli sort of free~ should i emphasize again~ its sort of~ means not free yet~ but juz tt not urgent stuff i’m not doing yet~ cos i’m already mentally strained~ i used to like working here~ tt’s y i stayed on instead of gng to werk in banks~ bcos i can avoid stress~ but den~ as the work piles~ and i feel like i’m a nagging old nanny~ and keeping track of endless stuff~ and doing endless paperwork~ tt always seem to pile up~ haiz~.. and den like no one can help~ haiz~ den sian already~ might as well work in bank rite ? if its abt the same stress level~ might as well change to one tt has more advancement and more money~ instead of one person doing paper work for so many pple~ keeping track of things fer other pple~ wen dey ownself so lazy and dun bother to keep track~ juz cultivating the habit of "florence… u know so and so and so ??" i juz dun understand y dey cant make an effort to go and open their eyes and see ~?~ or find ~?~ juz like my sales manager always say~ juz every person put in a little effort~ den it juz makes every other person’s life is easier~ including mine~
Sometimes i feel like i’m a communication logbook~ pple can call back and ask mi wat the other person say~ do u tink its strange? y cant dey call directly to each other~?~ well.. i cant figure out too~
sum of all~ i’m gng to change job soon~ if after year end adjustment i still dun get wat i nid~ i’m gng to get lost and let them find another person to replace mi le~ den find somewhere else dat can pay mi wat i nid~ or more~?~ haha~
haiz~ so sad~ tt i gave up the insurance job offer of 2.8~ haiz~ dunno wen can i have tt amt~ long long time more to go~ haiz~ wen can i have 3k ~?~ even long long longer time to go~
i NID hols~!~ but yet~ no plans~ maybe fed up le~ den i juz book a ticket den go alone~ mayb to somewhere i can slack~
Sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian sian
sick of werking~ like werking in hotel last time also not so sian lei~ even though we werk day and night~ even though we have to do 2/3 turnovers for the whole ballroom also not sian~ mayb bcos last time~ we always werk tgt~ hand in hand~ help out one another~ and so so fun~ we’ll be laughing and workin at the same time~ now u see mi laugh and work at the same time~?~ nope~!~
Maybe i shld juz cultivate the bo chup attitude~ next time dey ask mi anything den i say dunno~ den dey can cultivate the more independent attitude of "find urself" "do urself" "record urself" "keep track urself" instead of opening their mouth and ask mi" florence… u know this.. or that…" or"florence… wen this or that" or "florence where is this or that" veri tiring lei~ i already cant finish my werk and yet~ cant dey~ so free~ go and make the effort to see~?~ esp wen i’ve written it down fer dem~?~ haiz~ juz realli dun understand~ except fer the fact tt i’m the onli admin person~ so = i’m almost everyone’s admin~ and guess wat~?~ my position is PA~ sounds good hor~?~ but not lor~!~
nxt time if look fer job, den dey ask fer someone dat multi task~ i tink i can apply fer tt le~ yah~ know y~ i’m trained here to multi task~ good training~ shucks~ i’m still veri veri on the verge of throwing down everything and den juz leave~ i onli feel bad to my sales manager and my boss~ haiz~ I WANNA RESIGN~!~ i realli dread workin here more and more…
Exam is finalli long over le~ normally~ i would have been veri active after exams~ gng out with everyone~ dng many things like~ shopping~!~ ktv~!~ mahjong~ watever~!~ with a long list to go on~
but then dunno y~ izit bcos i feel that this is the final break le~ i’ve completed my studies~ (i hope so) tt’s y no nid to cramp so many activities b4 sch start agains~ like this time rnd after exams, not realli enthu abt gng out and calling pple~ just feel like SLACKING after work each day~ and SLACKING home on weekends~
it seems tt mentally i’ve become an old old woman~ easily tired~ and needs plenty of rest to recuperate~ ar~ *yawn* woke up at 12 noon but now onli 4plus in the noon and i’m already yawning away~
my calendar also seems so so empty and i dun realli bother to fill it up now~ juz SLACK~ haiz~ this cumin fri gng to mit wendy and lili… HOPEFULLY~ haha~ and den lei… weekend dunno gng to do wat again~ haiz~ SLACK lor~ so tired~ y ar~ i seem so tired~
and den like so so so money not enough state~ shit~!~ i’m still tinking wat other feasible ideas to earn money~ haiz~ go give tuition again~?~ argh~!~ did i ever say b4 i love playing with kids but not teaching them~?~ go back work in banquet~?~ but i’m so damn old le~ later break my back~?~ projects lei~?~ haiz~ most of the pple i know already grad le~ dun need to do proj to earn money le~ haiz~ still got wat else~?~ haiz~ money money money~ i nid lots~ so many things to do~ and buy~ shit~!~ someone said b4 i veri money minded~ and ask mi y~ so simple~ bcos i need money ma~!~ money to pay fer hse~ money to give my parents~ money to buy car~ money to learn driving~ money to set up my biz~ haiz~ how not to be money minded lei~?~ let’s leave the money topic aside again~ so sianzzzzz….zz.zz..zz..z.zz….
another 12 days~ my dear cumin back le~ another 12days also my boss gng his hols le~ haiz~ actualli each time he go away~ i damn sian lei~ cos ar~ a lot of things have to do way way way in advance~ and den these things cannot miss out de lei~ haiz~ now must start tinking wat are the things to do and prepare~ hmm… tink muz write a list le~ he gng fer i tink … 12days~ i tink so.. haiz~ so good life~
tinking of hols~ now i feel so damn sian~ tt i dun want to go anywhere anymore~ no taiwan~ no bangkok~ all the time juz say and say and say… and no conclusion~ NOTHING~!~ i’m juz sick and tired of it~!~ anyway~ all the while fer the past 20 over years there nvr been any hols and i still grew up~ might as well leave it as it is~ NOTHING~!~ yah~ now my mood is juz SIAN~!~ and FED UP~!~
i dun like to say and say~ discuss and discuss~ with no conclusions~ neither do i like to keep making changes~ jan change to feb, feb change to march, march change to april …etc or bangkok to taiwan, taiwan to hongkong, hongkong to watever~!~ FED UP~!~ I HAVE ENOUGH~!~
i’m in a rotten mood~ rotting away~ and dun ask mi y ~ nor ask mi to explain WTF i talking abt here~ cos i’m in a BAD mood~
yeah~ juz look at the title and could u guys guess wat i was gng to say? my fwen sent mi the below link to read this morn
Once yet again~ i’m here to condemn some ELITE sch students~ and most of them come from very stereo type families. Affluent families, which can afford to rear them and groom them to become the pests and leeches of society~
dey’ve nvr had to worry fer money at all… onli know how to stretch out dere hands out to their parents and say~ i want money to buy this buy dat… have they ever need to worry abt money fer basic living~?~ NO~!~!~!~ and so this bloody shallow so called ELITES please shut off ur mouth and start to learn how to work fer your own keep instead of living off ur sucker parents… tt’s how pissed off i am at at these pple.. i jolly understand wat derek is gng through.. bcos it veri well reflects wat my dad is gng through~
at my dad’s age, arnd 50plus, anytime de company can ask him to leave due to his health conditions.. and as a sole bread winner of the family he can onli choose to worry and worry of losing his job as he ages~
TALK ABT THE GOVERNMENT~ lets talk abt the dark side~ our veri good government talks abt employing older pple~ come’on lets employ more older pple in the work force, lets implement some incentives to the companies~ like lower company contributions to the employees salaries~ den dey can save money~ WOW~!~!~!!~ our GOVT tt we’ve been paying taxes too like veri smart hor~?~ veri good hor~?~ tt’s also wat i’ve been naively tinking… all the way till my dad told mi dat at the company he’s werking at.. which most of u know where rite? after a certain age… dey have to sign a yearly renewable contract~ sounds good~?~ nope~!~ cos he told mi one of his colleagues has been told to leave~!~ juz by refusing to sign the contract~!~ see~!~!~ and u know wat’s the best part~?~ tt guy has perfect health conditions, meaning he could still work~
haiz~ so many things are happening, which are untold stories to u my little ELITE gal~ stop dwelling in ur happy family and look arnd in society~ dere are many many things happening~ which maybe u’re juz to shallow to understand~ MISS RJC~!~
know y i have such strong sentiments? iz bcos firstly i condemn rafflesians~ especially those bred from SEC to JC.. dey’ve been too surrounded by their own elite group tt dey’ve nvr seen the other side of society~
another is bcos of my relatives~always comparing who is doing better in sch and society.. which pisses mi off~ remember i used to talk abt a irritating aunt~?~ she din come fer my 21st bdae~ and gave mi attitude~ and i din feel like askin her in the first place~ other den de fact tt she’s my dad’s sister~ and she nvr come my hse warming and gave my mum an attitude too~ know y she din come on both occasions? cos we din go to her precious son’s bdae~ one- it happen to be CNY den she ask us to go wen we were at our granny hse.. other den dat, please use some courtesy to inform pple at other times~ like phone call~ show ur SINCERITY~ and 2- i wAS WOrKING my dear aunt~ i’m not like ur sucker son dat doesnt need to earn his own keep~!~ and so STOP comparing mi with a SUCKER~!~ tt’ll be belittling mi~!~ so damn piss off each time i talk abt this type of issues~ i juz HATE these pple to the core~
JUZ DUN LET MI STRIKE RICH ONE DAY! I’LL THROW MONEY AT UR FACE~!~ but i’ll donate to charity~
